Darkness Calls Me

Darkness calls me often
Often tempting me towards my coffin
Often I am left to wonder if I can
Overcome my human temptations
Knowing what’s right but that would be like suicide
Because its hard to live without my addictions
Persistent is the Darkness a true enemy to me
yet it proclaims To be my friend indeed
until it takes everything away from me
I continue hurting my family to achieve
my goal of fulfilling this disease
often I fall to the might of darkness
submitting my soul of light to void
where no love, no life exists in sight
all I see is the night of the storm
so hope is word I may never adorn again
light is far from reach as the darkness
consumes my very being leaving torn
between what is right and what temps me
I love... yet I hate; maybe one day I will escape
Yet I know my very destination is No place to call home
My life without the addictions that subside the pain
Such a sickening way to maintain in this life
Darkness calls me from my place in the light
To give me a present to forever chase called temptation


Darkness calls me often
To a place far, far away
From my once humble domain
Deep are my dreams yet cold is my reality
Temptations, forever I remain chasing
What I need to maintain, sustaining my addiction
As I remain in a mental prison locked in chains
Darkness calls me often, I lay dead in my coffin
Yet still I stand alive only to reach for my vice
This isn’t life I live, no this is the darkness
And what it gives me is perpetual darkness
as I continue living a lie
Deep down inside I wish to live a better way
But today seems to be the same ol thing
Darkness often calls my very being to the Hell
I wish to never again see as I dream of actually living
Dying is my spirit left unconscious and incoherent
Lord do you hear my whimpering prayer
Left with so much despair but does anyone really care
Darkness is what I see all around me Forever
I remain chasing the temptations that maintain my being
Darkness often calls my very being….


Nick Ade The Poet © 2011




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Finally Free [Collab]

[Nick Ade The Poet]

Beauty in my eyes
Love on my mind
Lyrics projecting as I’m
Forever on my grind
Dreams I’m expecting
Negativity I’m rejecting
Friends I’m selecting
Enemies I’m embracing
Even if they hate me
The Clouds Is where I dwell
On the river of life Is where I sail
Fuck you is what I spell
Bless you is what I say
Cold are the days
Warm are the nights
Temptations I fight
its pull is persistent
yet my love is forever infinite
my right hand is gifted
my left is the is what I pass
the future is what I grasp
my bed is where I rest
my feet, I use to step
Sour is what I smoke
Smoke is what I blow
My destiny is where I go
Her arms is where I find hope
The true me, you’ll never know
Forever I remain Unknown
yet I am forever mintally free
finally I released my self from
the chains that once held me

[Anastasia Isabella Poetry]

The power of the unknown
May seem in explainable
Yet it is attainable
True love exists in this place of society
More than strands of time
I am not confined
Where I use to formerly hide
I know these temptations
I know them quite well
Where I cannot fight who I am
And feel as though I am entrapped underneath
This spell
This spell you see no longer has hold of me
I cannot be what others want me to be
All I can be is just me
No longer transverse under unwavering emotions
I am of this life
Floating high in the skies
I soar with the birds
High in the clouds where I float in
comfort of the sights and no longer fear what is next.
Where love finally says hello and meets pure destiny
Wrapped in the warm embrace that love casts upon me
I am no longer unknown I am finally free


Written By;
Nick Ade The Poet, & Anastasia Isabella Poetry © 2011

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I am more than what you see.

Nick Ade The Poet
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If all you see is the image I bring
Then obviously you’ve never seen a thing
Feel the underlying emotions in my being
Written is the blueprint to my soul
If all you’ve ever known is what I’ve phyiscally shown
Then you’ll never really know the true story untold
Look deep within my flesh and bones
To know me by my true name, a name I’ve rarely told
Be careful not to get to close to who I am
You may witness the flawed imperfections
Of my many majestic perfections
Don’t dare to question my inner insanity
Question the insanity on Wall Street before you condemn me
I am simply a seed growing into what I am
I am more than what you see, less than what you know
Who I am is rarely shown, rarely told, rarely Known
But if all you’ve ever known is the cover I’ve shown
Then you are destined to say what has already been told
This world is cold without remorse for those
That have fallen to the abyss of hopelessness
Yet many have faced that same trial and tribulation
I wonder why few can embrace when we know
That you too have faced the cold feeling of hate
I know me more than any sum parts you see
I know myself better than what you interpret as being
I know who I am, What I am, What I can be
So if all you see is me, then obviously
you’ve yet to witness a thing….

Nick Ade The Poet © 2011

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I want you next to me

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I want to kiss you good night
Even when the world kisses you goodbye
I want you permanently in my life
Even when no one else has the time

I want you in my days so I’ll know
The sun will always shine with no sight of greys
I want to hold you tightly igniting the love
Which remained dormant for so long

You’re forever on my mind as I stay
Forever on my grind towards the top
As I continue to climb to my peak
continually seeking my destiny
I pray you are always next to me

even when God needs to test me
I know I’ll succeed because I have you
I want our love to never stop and always stay true

my spirit currently dwells higher Than the highest reach
You bring emotions deep that once dwelled in me
To the surface so the world can see
Just how entranced your beauty has me

I want you by my side So I know neither of us
will ever feel Another chilly night alone
I want my heart to be your home
so even if I’m gone, I’ll still be close
To your soul... a love like you’ve never known

I want to give you a dose of my medicine
So you never have to fill another prescription
I want you to be my mission in life
As I continue to grow more and more divine
I write to you line after line so I can
Attempt to define what you bring to my eyes

Lighting the darkness that dwelled inside
I want to take you on a ride
One where the thrills of the dip
Only make you want to hold me Closer
as I hold your hips tightly in my grip

Maybe one night a kiss but I
have not the power to predict
So I remain faithful until the end
Until that moment where no pain exists

I want you in my life, a ride or die woman
Until the very end in this life of sin
I can do nothing but win when you’re next to me
Texting me constantly so I am never without
Reach of the keyboard in front of me
Jumping to see just who’s calling me
Only to hear that sweet, sweet voice
As if we have the power to speak telepathically

As your voice continues to ring mentally
even when the last Words you spoke
were many, many hours ago
I want you to know that all I know
Is how to show the woman I love
How I feel even if it kills me
The power of love is dangerous indeed
But nothing holds worth quite like it

So until the very, very end I want you
Next to me so we remain timeless and free....


Nick Ade The Poet © 2011

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