Secretly She Loves Me...

Music
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HGOnsZe3k8c

Secretly she loves me
sadly I don’t see.
To focused on the grass that’s green
Not hearing or seeing her when she calls me.
Secretly she cares but I’m a fool in love
With the girl of my dreams 
but she really doesn’t deserve me
sadly i'm not realizing God put the girl 
of my dreams in front of me.
I dream of fantasies even
When long ago God made my dreams a reality.
Secretly she thinks of me
but I’m too focused on another 
girl that doesn't see.

Secretly she loves me
sadly I don’t see 
because I’m too focused 
on the grass that’s green.
Secretly she writes what she thinks of me
but she deletes her message
because I say there’s only one girl for me
And no one else can replace what she brings.
Secretly she screams please hold me
but I don’t understand what she needs.
Secretly she wants to be more than friends
and when she heard the girl of my dreams
said I was too nice and could only be friends
That's when she secretly said 
I was all that she needs.
Sadly I don’t see.

Secretly she loves me
sadly I don’t see 
because I’m too focused 
on the grass that’s green.
Secretly she pleads for the day I hold her 
but I’m on a living roller coaster
to afraid of the day the girl of 
my dreams turns me away.
Secretly she cries from all the nights alone
But I’m like a dog without his bone
to focused on and zoned out from what is gone.
Secretly she is dying from my absence
But I am like an upperclassmen. 
Skipping class when I should be taking notes
but I’m too close to the end to be
spending my time with freshmen.

Secretly she smiles when I dazzle 
the girl of my dreams with poetry
but when she asks how you feel about me?
I reply what do you mean 
you know there’s only one girl for me.
Secretly she loves me
sadly I don’t see 
because I’m too focused 
on the grass that’s green.

Once I gained the girl of my dreams
I realized the grass wasn’t so green
but when I looked back to see the girl of my reality
I found that she moved on to be another man’s dream…










Nick Ade' Poet © 2010

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